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Vol. 01 · Field notes from inside the loop

The Puggsy Journal.

An illustrated record of one pug in his natural habitats — the balcony, the couch, the mirror, and the long road back to baseline. Drawn in graphite, observed without judgment. Hover any plate and his eyes remember the loop.

The Portrait Index

A pug, fully observed.

20 plates across five habitats. Each one renders in pure graphite until you look too closely — then the red comes back, the way it always does.

20 plates · 05 habitats

I

The Balcony Selfies

Golden hour, a railing, and a pug who deleted the first forty takes.

Plates 0104
Puggsy taking a balcony selfie, take one.
No. 01

Golden hour, no thoughts, just the railing and me.

Puggsy taking a balcony selfie, take two.
No. 02

Deleted the first forty. This is the one.

Puggsy taking a balcony selfie, take three.
No. 03

The light loves me and frankly it should.

Puggsy taking a balcony selfie, take four.
No. 04

Caption pending. The vibe, however, is locked.

II

The Couch Studies

On merging with the upholstery as a posture and a personality.

Plates 0508
Puggsy melting into the couch, take one.
No. 05

The couch and I have merged into one organism.

Puggsy melting into the couch, take two.
No. 06

I will get up the moment a reason presents itself.

Puggsy melting into the couch, take three.
No. 07

Horizontal is a posture and also a personality.

Puggsy melting into the couch, take four.
No. 08

Productivity is a season and this is not it.

III

The Giggle Fits

Nothing is funny. Everything is funny. Do not ask him to explain.

Plates 0912
Puggsy giggling at nothing, take one.
No. 09

Nothing is funny. Everything is funny. Anyway.

Puggsy giggling at nothing, take two.
No. 10

I remembered a thing from 2014 and lost it.

Puggsy giggling at nothing, take three.
No. 11

Do not ask. I could not explain it if I tried.

Puggsy giggling at nothing, take four.
No. 12

This is either joy or a small short circuit.

IV

The Mellow Hours

Suspiciously well adjusted. The inside of a deep breath, observed.

Plates 1316
Puggsy mellow, three-quarter view.
No. 13

Calm. Composed. Suspiciously well adjusted.

Puggsy mellow with a knowing smirk.
No. 14

I know something you do not. It is nothing.

Puggsy mellow out on the balcony.
No. 15

The air is good out here. So are my odds.

Puggsy fully blissed out.
No. 16

This is what the inside of a deep breath looks like.

V

The Mirror Sessions

Eye contact with yourself: undefeated, possibly undefeatable.

Plates 1720
Puggsy meeting himself in the mirror, take one.
No. 17

We need to talk. Both of us. Right now.

Puggsy meeting himself in the mirror, take two.
No. 18

The reflection blinked first. I am sure of it.

Puggsy meeting himself in the mirror, take three.
No. 19

Looking good is a full-time, unpaid position.

Puggsy meeting himself in the mirror, take four.
No. 20

Eye contact with yourself: undefeated, undefeatable.

The Archive

Early sketches, before we knew the rules.

The first drafts — rougher, looser, and a little feral. The eyes were already a problem. We keep them around to remember where the loop came from.

Early sketch: Puggsy with high eyes (v2).

Early draft. The eyes were already a problem.

Early sketch: Puggsy collapsing on the couch (v2).

Concept art for an activity I have since mastered.

Early sketch: Puggsy in the morning loop (v2).

The loop, before we knew to call it the loop.

“The loop, before we knew to call it the loop.”

Dispatches

Notes from the recovery desk.

Short reads on the parts of the loop nobody warns you about — written in plain words, never the hospital-brochure voice. Education, not medical advice.

The index keeps growing

Like the drawings? Help fund the next ones.

Every plate, dispatch, and weird little sketch is paid for by the Lean & Mean Basics. Back the first stack and Puggsy keeps the record going.